Where are you?
What is going on?
Why is this happening?

Questions haunt my mind,
Only questions that you can answer.
I feel like I'm on my own,
Abandoned.

Am I so guilty of sin that you've left me without a clue of how to fix anything?
Are you working in my life in ways that I never could comprehend?

I have no idea what's going on.
Never have I been so confused,
So empty.

But I trust you.
Those simple words are foreign; not of my native tongue.
Because everything in me wants to scream, cry, and fix this.
But since it's out of my control, since I'm surrendering all.

God, I trust you.
I trust you as the God of the universe and the lover of my soul.
This is all so out of my reach and out of my control that I don't know what to do.
But I know you.
I know you make beautiful things.
And I know, with all my heart, that you love me.

So God I trust you.