You'll realize one day that living fully isn't sleeping around with different people and not getting attached. I've never felt more lonely than I have after a one night stand. Id rather be alone than do that to myself again. But letting someone in to your world and learning and growing with each other, taking chances and letting go, that's living fully. Maybe it's not me, maybe it is me and you're not there yet. I can't be the one to figure that out for you.