I just want to sleep One full night of rest Maybe just one more pill... Maybe just a couple more...
But the nightmares still come And they still wake me up Maybe just a few more... Maybe then I'll be able to rest
I wake up in the morning Still tired as could be So I'll have some caffeine That will keep me awake
And then throughout the day I drink more and more Still groggy still tired But conscious at least...
I take stuff to help me sleep And then some more to keep me up And some throughout the day to help me eat Not to mention the ones actually prescribed
For depression Multiple personality disorder Attention deficit disorder They all have more pills I'm supposed to take
And I can't help but remember I used to just self medicate And my grades were good I was a healthy active kid And I didn't take hardly anything at all
But now there's all this stuff My doctors like to give They don't listen when I say This stuff is killing me
I wrote this yesterday in the middle of withdraws because mom forgot to pack my meds... Nothing makes you realize how dependent you are until you've went two days without and feel like your dying.