So you face Mecca five times a day Muttering my name under your breath. So you remember the nights and days When your hands kept me from falling, You pulling my weight from my coarse palms And weak fingers.
You remember the seasons we reigned, Ruling the world with straws, wielding lollipops And cotton candy in our hands, our own king your own queen. We promised each other fortunes only they were cut out of paper, adorned with sketches of us And I swore I could catch the last firefly that glittered after dawn.
But suddenly itβs a real world. The castles were built with sand, Our faces rid with pimples, our hands separated by distance You say I am not who I used to be; my voice a tone deeper. But I only see your own chest heavier.
Suddenly the mention of my name is forbidden in your sanctuary The same name you scribbled behind your notebook in biology class and wherever there was a pencil and paper, where there was a nail and a tree, where there was a finger and some sand. You pick on my weakness and forget That its the same thing that we are made of; that which makes us one. You forget we were formed from the ground The one we step on. You forget our mortality, The topic we never brought up.
Friend, we are so lost. Tell me, Are these wounds we can mend? Or is this a chance to pretend Again that we are not friends