mY OUTLOOK HAD CHANGED IN AN INSTANT.. Without hope for so long.. And found in just a second.. I looked toward the setting sun.. For once I felt alive.. I walked alone in the night with this new found hope.. Oh where oh where did you come from? I smile at the thought of knowing it was always there.. Never was I truly without it.. The music is beautiful to me again.. The color of your eyes light up my soul.. The rememberence of magic colors my aura again.. This nightmare is ending now.. I hold the hand of hope as we wake up together hand and hand.. I say goodbye to the void.. I say goodbye to the gray me.. I awake to a sun filled room.. The last image I have is that of the gray me smiling at me.. His tears were blue..