There is one thing I have learned That this sorry life has taught me Time and time again It is that when you are at a ****** Or lost in a dark abyss The ones that you love most And cherish above all the stars in the sky They will not let you down But that love will hurt The knives will come pouring like water Out of broken once love-kissed lips They still promise to catch you But they will not stand by your side And when the waters rise above your eyes The shall be your lighthouse Where they used to be anchor Once fun-filled careless words Now guarded by white dragons Holding back a beast you used to tame And when the darkness comes they will not be the light They will merely stare through the window Watching from the night I have told myself never to trust No matter the cost But the cost of not trusting is humble Compared to when that trust is broken So shattered pieces of glass That my feet tread upon Let the blood weave a trail Of something deeper and more beautiful And live your life for love Something less that dutiful I cannot teach you my lessons that I have learned Merely show you the scars where I got burned As each soul rises to heaven Compared to a setting sun So I will rise And it shall be done A final drink so bitter-sweet A final breath a solemn treat So love with all your heart but not with all your strength For it will be your savior in your grave hour
And yeah so this is my life right now. Thanks Bekah. Thanks.