I hate myself for being so rude I hate myself for watching them **** I hate myself for crying alone in the dark I hate myself that i did not made any one to notice my bark I hate myself for my frantic work I hate myself for being called defected, outdated, and **** I hate myself for distracting the attention I hate myself for always getting detention I hate myself for not smiling in my life ever I hate myself for being so dumb and useless forever. I hate myself for the manner-less things that I've done I hate myself because I'm loved by none I hate myself for losing myself in reading mysteries I hate myself for not having my name in the book of histories I hate myself for always over thinking on everything I hate myself for refraining my thinking I hate myself for living life stridently I hate myself for living only in my nightmares particularly I hate myself for the nobbling I hate myself for my killing I hate myself for all the pain that I've caused you dad I hate myself as your 'daughter' was the poison of the home I hate myself for everything I hate myself as I let the stressful wail to sing.