single dark hair pokes through natural fiber button-up clinging to a bulging belly free from beer to blame 38 year old frame six feet five inches hides 300 pounds along with two or three x’s depending on the brand and bran and counting longing for that ole ****** sheik that only came with ****** and emaciation information avalanche out of control living with bread addiction sounds silly after melting crack with vinegar pop can spoon fed looking at fields of wheat with contempt longing for enriched flour status vs station am I built to die young? like my fathers before me extra fat on the organs can only lead to uncomfortable death