i know you didn't mean for it to happen
i know you didn't start it
but you reacted
and really, i'm not mad
not angry at you at all
baby, i love you no matter what
we'll work through anything
but it hurts
it hurts worse than almost anything else
and i know you regret it
i know you wish you could go back in time
and change what happened
but you can't, and neither can i
and we both know she wouldn't if she could
no, you're not like my ex
you're not an adulterer
but baby, this pain that this has caused
is terribly agonizing for me
sure, there was no ***
but there was a shared intimacy
sure, there was only a short instant of it
but you reacted as though it were alright
i know you hate it more than anything you've ever done
but still, it's hard for me to open my eyes
yes, i cried myself to sleep last night
i say things are gonna stay the same
but honestly, this is harder than i thought
i don't know what to do
but i promise i'm not leaving you
and though this hurts,
i'll still believe in you
but, truthfully, my trust is slightly frayed
on god, i wish i could erase yesterday