and when you're bleeding out, becoming an addict and an insomniac, the rain is a salve to your brokenness. it will chill your bones and soothe you, will become your tonic and your medicine, it will sing you to sleep when there's no one else.
there's something about a wet road and a dark sky that puts you to peace, and takes the graveyard out of you.
there's something about lightning and thunder that shakes your bones that takes you out of hell and puts you back on earth.
with menace and terrifying power, the sky yells at you, not in the same way a person does, but its yells and screams put a quiet in your soul, to where you can whisper back to the sky, "it is well"