in my coat pockets you will find: a bunch of crumpled up receipts scribbled with love letters i thought of reciting to you; a pack of cigarettes that i feel is more for the artistic sense than the addictive; a mini-lighter on which i wrote the name of my favorite rapper; and a beanie she bought me only a year ago. i’ve taken you on seventeen dates already in my mind and i think i can imagine the sound of your voice when you say “i love you” and the shape the creases on the edges of your lips make when you smile back because i said “i love you too.” but this is only my imagination and sometimes that ****** thing just runs wild.