It's late on a Sunday, and I'm all alone why did u leave me and go home? Your texts stopped and I enjoyed it the sad silence had ruined me within...
I guess those secrets and jokes we said and all those little empty promises were just as it was and will always be I don't think I trusted anyone this way
You said you'd be there, said u always cared I guess you just lied, like u always did was I the fool for having to trust you? Maybe I was right in the first place you should just remain a friend, enemy maybe we should just call it quits
and your very last text to me just read I AM SORRY AND I HOPE YOU FORGIVE ME you were just a drip too much of water and our love was like the sunshine its everywhere and its a ****
its growing in my backyard, and I got rid of it coz it reminded me of you and all my mistakes I wish I never made all those times I poured my heart out you just laughed on the other side of the phone and I guess it ended just too quick for us both and now I am busy searching for the one who'll be there
Distance you always wanted distance Time, you always needed time to think about your mistakes and your sayings and how you left me alone again and I remember how we last saw each other through the mirror and its all a coincidence that you needed distance and you needed your space I was there to give it all away
And I am busy listening to my songs I sing you are busy complaining on everything and when I go swimming at the beach you get so jealous of all of em staring at me but you dont know how lucky you are to have me around and be your only star
and I want you to know, I will be waiting for you to be saying that you're always thinking of me and I hope you are feeling like you're missing every single thing about me
but I guess that I was dreaming for a bit too long and you woke up from paradise when you spoke about you leaving and you'll never see me and I will be crying
just say goodbye you coward, you never even cared you didnt have the guts to tell me face to face and now after months of me crying and you begging again I sit with the same old problem I sat with before
and you make me feel like it's a bit too much to love somebody you dont really wanna know and it's all a game and I always keep on losing it and you wish you were the winner