I am stuck in a long hallway Of mirrors Each one shows something new And unfamiliar I can't even tell Which one is me Because I have expectations But I can't see reality I wish I could just perform A vanishing act Because I can't stand The image that reflects I am done with seeing Elongated arms and chubby legs And that twisted symphony Repeating in my head The number on the scale Can never get too small Cause the mirror looks the same When I leave the bathroom stall Always something different I just wish there was consistency Because these carnival mirrors Have got me hating all of me
On body dysmorphic disorder and bulimia. I pretty much feel this way every time I look into a mirror.