My only company was the girl behind the glass But as my veins start to fill with regret The reflection in the mirror is harder to face And the flaws on my skin surface on my silhouette
I sink to the ground and put my head on my knees My last shaky breath parts my lips And the salty demons fall from my eyes Deeper I fall into my unwanted eclipse
I paint this picture not to mistake pain for beauty This isn't my plea for help to feel Nor my attempt to romanticize sadness But I refuse to deny this feeling because it is raw and my God it is real
This is just an explosion of emotions And I don't know which one to believe Do I stand here and curse what I have become Or do I let myself simply grieve