i wonder
i wonder if she knows just how much i think about her
an embarrassing rift between my mind and what is
separates the left and right side of the brain
separates this prize into a gift
it corners into the color of my skin
just enough to augment

and it is her
undeniably
undeniably her
that i worship
that stirs
this endless blur
into a ruthless cure
that i was so longing for