I want to see you again
I want to hold you again
feel your warmth
and hear you say you like my mind
and how big my hands are
and how the scent of my cologne
mingles with the tobacco
and **** smoke on my skin
The nights are just so lonely anymore
The days are even lonelier
full of what ifs and
me letting myself down
I stare out the window every evening
as the light of our yellow star
fades in the west
wondering about you
and the future
and death