Blade up to my wrists
Note written on tear stained pages
Wanting to end it all

you can do it,
no one will care

Tears of pain run down my cheeks
my world finally crumbling down

I'm sorry
sister
brothers
mama
daddy
But I cant do this anymore.

NO!!!
DONT  DO THIS!!!

Holding on to that last bit of Strength
I turned to the one person who I knew could help

Natan

My best friend through the ages
I text you
blade still to my wrist
tears still falling down

And even though your words were obvious
and even though I lashed out with cruelity
fighting you every step of the way
you didnt give up on me
you didnt back away

You saved me.
My Best friend through the ages.
I guess when you said
you would always be there
You werent joking

SO thank you
Thank you Nathan
For saving my life.