I love you so much. You always made my day brighter. We would go on walks together and look at the neighbors tomato plants, you would watch me and my brother roll in the grass, you would play with us and our toys, you always laughed and joked with us, and you were so sweet as you snuck us some cookies after dinner. I loved when I had time to call you. I loved hearing your voice. Even if it took you a bit to process whatever I said, I still loved you so. You meant the world to me. I wish I had more time than I did to call you and talk to you or come visit and bring you gifts. I always brought you chocolate on your birthday, because it was your favorite sweet treat to eat. I loved reading all your cards out loud to you for Christmas, your birthday, or any other occasion. I loved looking at all your old coins that you collected with you. I loved listening to you talk about them because your eyes and your voice would light up with enthusiasm and knowledge. I think you saw in my eyes too that I was listening, but maybe not getting it all, but that was okay, because you still loved to talk about it and I loved listening to your sweet and gravel like voice. I'm sorry. Sorry I didn't come see you more or make more time for you. I would read this to you, but you wouldn't even know I was there. So since I can't come say goodbye. I'm doing it now. In spirit I hope you hear it when I read it for you now. I'll sing for you too, since you loved to hear my voice. I will find a way through my tear covered and glossy eyes to picture you here with me. Hugging me. Holding me. I love you. I always did and always will. I hope you're happier soon. So this is goodbye, grandpa. I'll always remember you as mine. Forever and always. Goodbye. I love you.