With cigarette stained lips And smoke rings in her eyes She cried her numb tears from the marrow of her bones Something she didn't know she could do anymore And as the salt stained earth of her skin rippled in rapture Her throat sang gospels of ash and devils The pink in her hair grew red as her wrists The night fed her euphoria and shadows in her tear drops The last of them spilling on the blue grass fields beneath her bed And they bloomed into trees of white sand and salt She grew devils under her sheets as she lay restless Stray dogs howled to the nothing in particular of her song As the gospels wore thin And the house began to wheeze with fright Its old creaking beams wrapped around her as she lay alone In a bath tub In the bedroom In the kitchen Alone