I told my myself that it wasn't a lie More like a cover up I lied to myself, but I didn't admit it I told my self that light would run out and that I would eventually be alright But that's the thing, I didn't know when to stop It was addictive, I didn't understand how something like THAT would be addictive. I like that feeling. I loved that feeling but it wasn't right! THeres where God brought me from An addiction I though only lord death cold take away to liberation Lord my God took away!! ~Estrella~Star~