God what revenge you have in me ?
you made me to see the downs in my life
you made me to see the failures
you made me to take pain all the times
you made me to love and get hurt in return

God what why you did this to me?
you showed me the way to live but diverted in between
you showed me the light and when i came near to light
to avoid darkness, it was a candle which is melting...
you showed me love but with conditions
you showed me the man i deserve but confused himself
whether he deserves me or not

Now i have no tears in my eyes,
body is not able to accept the hurting it pains,
heart just works.
not able to differentiate the happiness and sadness as the second is felt a lot
living just becos you you made me to do everything and face everything

When i have lost everything, including the hope,
life becomes disgrace and death becomes a duty
God confirm me whether my death is the only want from you
you have showed me all now plz show me the way to reach you..