I dated a guy once
My whole life revolved around his entire existence
I wanted to make him happy
And he said he loved me
So I thought that meant
I had to love him too
But with my body

I kissed a girl once
I thought that made me gay because I liked it
I wanted to make her happy
And she said she loved me
so I thought that meant
I had to love her too
But I didn't  

After that it was another  guy
I was so ready this time
I gave him space
But he thought that meant I cheated
And proceeded to give me black and blue spots
In places people couldn't see
He said it was because he loved me
But I knew he didn't

These are things I know
Things I understand

What I don't get is you

You're gentle
And when something goes wrong
You just lay there
You just lay there and hold me
And somehow the all pain goes away

You're magic
Because when you kiss me
Flowers grow in the pit of my stomach and I feel you in my toes
You said you love me
I hope that means forever