You remind me of my cold bitter coffee. Better yet, my cold bitter coffee reminds me of you. Once upon a time it was warm. Like you. Now, It makes my stomach sick when I sip on the stale sweet leftovers. And if you didn't catch the pattern, like you. Still I find myself mindlessly reaching this past hour while sitting in an ambiance ridden coffee shop, listening to other saps who've been suckered into lust, beating out their soft sorrows with melodies in the background. I bring my cup to my lips, tilt it back, expecting to be infused with a sense of belonging that's no longer there. I'm searching for you in my coffee cup, but all that's left is ***** looking walls and lipstick stains.