I have to be what I want to be logicalize everything around me
you fit well but now you don't
So I move on and to be what I want to be
I put the reasons but they don't seem enough
I have too much to handle and letting you in
feels like giving up
So I move on to be what I want
My ocean is deep but I'll never tire from taking the lead
I've got to be what I want
don't you dare judge me
I've got to be
what I want
you have to be
what I want

I miss him
so who are you to understand
I want perfection
so who are you to understand
I've got to be what I want

Even when I fall I will stand
cause I've got to be what I want