I know I went wrong by the standards of the world May be I ended up using my own strength and now I am tempted to blame you But I am hurt I know the bible tells me that you care but right now I would not mind a handkerchief Lord, you know I can’t wait to leave; for I am done And I thought that all I needed was to make it May be you have saved me from so much But it’s a May Day for me. Why does it always have to feel this way? Is it really necessary for me to be torn apart each time? The scars The dents on my heart They are in perpetual increase It’s a May Day I feel I am torn One more tear won’t hurt Cause I am tending to numbness You are up in heaven But I think that I will be fine All I have strength for now is a wish!