Trying to hold it together Watching it all fall apart The ties I’ve made are severed It ended before it could start The roar of the wind as I fall Can’t drown the screams in my mind The tragedy is my life’s a disaster The comedy is I’m alive
I try a little more each day As my world of pain keeps turning I force on every smile I fake While underneath I’m learning I’ve taken all that I can take There’s not much left to give Trying not to lose my mind I lose my will to live
Memories of better times Are poisoning my heart Knowing what my life once was Is tearing me apart This is not the end I’ve chosen The end has chosen me I don’t need to take my life My life is taking me
I fail a little more each day My world of pain keeps turning I choke on every breath I take ‘Cause inside I am burning I’ve taken more than I can take With nothing left to give I’ve lost myself inside my mind I’ve lost my will to live
You can say it gets better But you don’t see at all Some crawl up from darkness Some were born to fall Some are happy ever after Some try endlessly Some can drown their sorrows But my sorrow’s drowning me
And I die a little more each day But my world of pain keeps turning A living nightmare, wide awake Forever reoccurring I’ve suffered more than I can fake There’s nothing left to give I’ve lost my mind I’ve lost myself I’ve lost my will to live