I feel like ripping my insides out
For no real reason other than to see
What they look like..
I bet it would look something like
Spaghetti
I use to like spaghetti, a lot
But I think I ate it too much as a kid
Because when I think of it now,
I hate it
Is it better to hate something - or
Someone - for making you sad?
Or is it better to just be sad?
I don't know the answer,
I don't know if I even want to know
Being sad about something for so long,
It hurts you, only you. I know it does.
I also know hating someone for hurting you
Doesn't hurt them, only you.
But which one hurts less?
Which one will make it better,
If not now, later?
I just want to be okay..