I just wonder when its all going to end when I can stop chasing the cigarette the addictiveness of sardines mix into my mouth mixed with mash potatoes sweetened with charcoal and lemons and smothered with sweet love of honey and with a swab of pickles on the side would it stop if I put tar all over it as when I swallowed I digest in intense pain? or maybe the tar will come out of my eyes in which a vision of black spinach will arise When will it end? Will it ever end? such addictiveness makes me crave for stomach pains to stop such a thought from occurring