They tell me I should draw my feelings
As a means of coping.
They do not realize
How scared I am
Of what my hand may scribble.
My art would be too dark
As I still have thoughts of relapse
And worse.
If I drew
They would send me to the hospital
Once again.
But why?
I have not acted on these impulses.
The drawings would show
The demons that lurk inside of me.