Fall to the floor and scream
Seems to be some form
Of my coping mechanism.
It happens when
People die
I am assaulted
I am discovered
For what I truly am
A liar and a fraud
I don't cry anymore
I just shout at the top of my lungs
No longer do I care about
Who hears me
My mind and my trembling body yell
"This cannot be happening!"
This has to be a mirage
It's too unbelievable
To be real (my) life.