You say you remember those days we had like the one on the pier, near the boat docks wrongfully holding hands even though everything felt so incredibly right
or the day we spent in the trees and garden behind my aunt's house and we shared things that were only sacred to you, and to me
and we had that one final day where you decided without any push or sway from me that we were to be no more
and god do I wish I tried to sway your unfaltering, unforgiving voice. oh how I wish I just would've fought a little bit harder.
I'm sure you'll never read this even though this is the only place we are friends still but all I can say is I miss you like hell. It hurts to see you deleted your poetry, but I still write about you every ******* day and nothing will change that or how no matter how badly you pushed me away I still love you with all that I am. And I probably always will and you can't change that.