It happened when I left home, that I came across this fact; Summer was murdered and I didn’t care. Like the never ceasing ticks of a cheap watch, merciless protesting, and I play the conservative atop a mountain of ****? [I can’t save anything]. I left home a loser and came back a martyr. I am vulgarity and purity in the same essence. I bleed and I congeal. I am the prodigal son with bleeding extremities and a worn mind. I’ve seen so very much.