selfishly, my darkness absorbed any light it could find, that light was you. i drank you up until i could stand on my own i left you thirsty and without answers. you filled a void someone else created. you soothed the wounds as he carved them, healed, i went back to him in good condition because of all your hard work then i would return, hopeless and cracked you put my pieces back together so many times. then one day i never came back.
those times you feel so used, you refrain from acknowledging the way that *you* use.