Do I want to know,
the things you think
and the things you say about me?

                do you ever miss me,
                            or do you not even care?

Do I want to know,
if you hate me
or if you even like me?

                have you ever wanted me,
                            or was I nothing to you?

Do I want to know,
the thoughts you think
in bed at night?

                are they dark and painful
                           or do you rest peacefully?

Do I want to know,
what is going on
in that mind of yours?

                that complicated,
                            beautiful,
                                mind of yours?
          

                                              ­          j.z.