The flow of days proceeds abeam Through ups and downs of minds that scream, Enough!...Just let me be at peace, From turmoil's tension, seek release? And yet I glide from day to day Counting cost in dissaray To contravene my rule of thumb Where brick wall bashing heads is dumb.... Yet on I lurch from year to year Now comatose to feeling fear Innured to all but that extreme Which proves my origins have been Excessive in exposure's grit, Outrageous in the stench of ****... Outlandish in it's waste of time Which better spent, could have been mine.