A black woman A sister A daughter A graduate A hustler A poet A mess A hero A disappointment A make over A second choice A people's opinion A ****** A Freak A beauty A beast* ...
Name it all. But all these are me, woven into one neat ball with a face that wears a smile. I Trip a million times But a million times too, I Get up and Once again I am fixed.
Have NO Expectations from me. For I am only human. I let people's judgements define me, right from mama calling me dumb, To my mathematics teacher saying I am hopeless, To my love thinking she deserves better than me. But I sit, I remind myself that I am only human. So Far from perfect. But on a journey to Who I Am. A craft. Work of Hands. Each day, a part of me is completed, made strong.
As I write this, "I Am-Kirk Franklin" is playing on the background. And I am reflecting on the times I have let myself, God and the people around me down. The times I haven been able to achieve even My own goals. Times I was shut out, welcomed, cursed, blessed. But at the end of the day, I am a craft. Work of the hands that mould me each day, through experiences good and bad. I Am Built.