I didn't think it should be and I hoped you would see so I stopped it right then and there now this feeling is coming from no where I see you w/ her and tears prickle my eyes how easy you had gotten over our good-byes I now realize what the pain is for I had left my heart wide open like a door this pain engulfs my soul my doubting is taking it's toll you were over me so easy and now I can not believe I date him to get over you but all he does is makes me feel worthless too I have to stop to cry I know Ive been smiling but on the inside I'm dyeing she whispers a sweet something into your neck your both like a perfect picture and I a ruined speck I feel horrible, I let my pain bake THAT'S IT! this is all I can take! this is where you take the bet that I'm not quite over you yet love will go as it must be it can be your best friend or your worst enemy I feel myself grow strong and now I realize the wrong your together now strong as a bone I'll be here, forever and always alone