I'm tired of being heavy and wordy and preachy and getting into debates just wanting to discuss things yeah, that's fine sometimes, but too much Plato and not enough e e cummings can cause a circuit short in the heart When you're pumping too much in and out and Talking Like Everything is Capitalized and waving your hands we're looking for some complex meaning to existence a formula for happiness and our answer is a radical- what exactly does it mean? but we forgot in our endless quests for the light at the end of the tunnel that if we put our ******* shining armor down for just a second there's a field by our house that calling our name and the flowers long to dance before your eyes and the wind asks only this of us and the grass has made one request: we need not be too heavy we need only be light.
Stop writing poetry and enjoy the company you're in. Life is meant to be lived, not analyzed. And I'm glad I've realized this now so I can finally move on from my scholarly approach to things. It was bringing me down and I felt terrible every day because I wasn't really present.