I used to see fire in your heart
now all I see is the smoldering embers as you slowly die down
I don't know where the sparks went when we used to bounce off each other
and ignite everything around us
I don't know where the sparks went
because they can't light whatever it is behind your eyes, not anymore.
I want to believe I don't love you so
I'm ignoring you and running away
and telling myself you wanted it like this
I want to believe I don't love you so I told myself I wouldn't return your calls or texts but you haven't said anything to me since I dropped off the face of the earth three weeks ago
I want to believe I don't love you
so I'm making myself hate you,
and it's almost worse.