the clouds were troubling her again. but like a roof over her head, he makes the clouds disappear. but caves and roofs and struct- ures and build- kings collapse even the sturdiest structures will break. even you will break. but breaking, at times, is positive. because when you break, you find those who truly care about you. I care abo- ut you dear. darling, you seem so strong. but when will the pressure get to be too heavy for you? when you break, I wanna be there. I wish to see your fragile bones snap under the pressure that has been accumu- lating for years. almost as an "i- told-you-so." you will break. I wanna watch you snap and break and crumble. you will, I know you will. ev- entual- ly. and I will be there to watch and to help. even though I want to see you break, I don't want you to break. I just need to know you feel in- side. do you have a heart? do you feel things? I need to see you break; I need to have proof.