i.** take a lesson from the way watercolor paint bleeds through notebook paper ii. if i lose my mind and we lose our clothes i promise to never lose our hands and i hope you never hate me when the sun is up iii. you made your bed now lay in mine iv. my death wish is you telling me that you're sorry over and over again v. all of these streetlights won't stop staring at me vi. your eyelids, someone wants to kiss those and no it's not me okay it is vii. what do you mean you don't keep all of my exhales in a glass jar viii. i loved a thing once and then i died ix. **** the world and then don't text it back the morning after x. **** your love is my benzodiazepine xi. are we making love or sulfuric acid xii. how it is vs. how i want it to be vs. how it should actually be xiii. oh, you didn't hear? your raspy screams and hollowed eyes aren't enough anymore xiv. and now every car crash sounds like the last time you ever said my name xv. pretty sure i have john f. kennedy's brain xvi. you whispered "i love you" and it sounds more like an apology than anything xvii. i have no poetry left inside of me, just a lot of white paint xviii. accidentally bashed my head into a wall on purpose today and yes, i still have a mind and yes, you're still on it