Woke up so dehydrated my mouth was cracked with blood The pain overtook my body like the sacred bible flood My eyes burn like fire from all the lack of sleep No one understands my daily struggle or takes me seriously Some days I can smile and forget about the hurt And appreciate the life I'm given and appreciate the worth But days like this are spent in sorrow, severe and true abyss And leave me only to desire a better day than this I ask God for His strength but I never ask for cure Growing old in this condition would mean more a hellish prison than a promise to be sure Maybe I'm here to suffer and feel what one cannot Maybe I'm absorbing the hurt for someone weak and going through alot Maybe I'm here to open eyes so my soul can really see No matter how mangled my surface from the battle scars I'll always be Me