he has a nice nose and dark hair, pale skin
like yours
and he's skinny and disjointed, unlike you
because you're like a million pieces designed for each other
that don't quite fit me right
and another is a bit large, while you are the small
fit version of an angel
this same one has more emotional depth than you do
and I find all these boys to talk to,
they're fine for momentary amusement,
but I can't help but measure them all to you
and I can't help but find them wanting.