The loved ones I watched die taught me about acceptance and transcendence and most of all, love. This was even though I was deep in the abyss after they died, but I realized later that this abyss is where I learned the lessons about living. Without the abyss, and their gift of love, I could never have known this. You see, the power of their love was the light towards which I climbed out of the darkness. Their death was a beginning and a giving. This was the process of passing their light on to me, and theirs is the light that guides me now. This incandescence is a sustenance that glows with the golden strength of giant, gentle suns. It's mighty. And magnificent. And humbling, because now I know that love is the light that lives forever.