And then it hit me I was still waiting I was still waiting for an apology
I was waiting for a small Sign of regret Of repentance Of realization That you messed up.
It wasn’t until this occurred to me That I realized this was what was holding me back
this was what was keeping me from moving on from growing up and growing past you
But I do not need your apology I do not need a sign from you Of regret Of guilt I need you gone I need you out I need you to leave my mind And to stop entering through the smallest spaces in my thoughts
When I can get past this When I can leave you behind Then I will grow I will lead Not only myself But others To happiness
When I stop waiting for your apology I can become the bigger person