i want to show you how lovely my room looks when i first wake up and the light is pouring in through cracked blinds but a picture doesnβt do it justice and a response from you has become even less frequent than a thought about something other than you and your tragically well put together writings that never seem to be addressed to me anymore but i think that if i were to put a few more states and messy goodbyes between us then you might just find me interesting and worth your time again