some people say
this would be the saddest day of their lives
for me
it's the best
because when i cry
it reminds me
i need to knoked down a few pegs.
but my tears don't matter
this is who i am
and if you haven't met my father
you would never understand.
i try to do the right thing with his eye
then he controls me
but if not
well
it sends me right back to hello poetry.
because telling you about my pain
is not what i'm about.
but this is a special pain
that i can't live without.
if i try to say goodbye
it will find me
take over me
control me
it takes this best of me
and turns it into the worst of me
in human eyes
because nobady really knows what goes on inside
but believe it or not
this is the best day
of my life