she told me at lunch that maybe her phone had decreased her attention span, because everything now seemed boring and I want her to destroy that phone, because I live when she is alive, and these screens have taken us away, made us focus up close to a false image and we'll look up pictures of beautiful landscapes forgetting that there's a landscape around us, a person next to us. We've become so focused on the blue light on our phones that you haven't looked up to the blue light of my eyes in the past thirty minutes, "Helllllooooo?" Why have we replaced who we are with these technologies, you weren't born a robot your blood is becoming electrical currents, I can see the metal behind your ears- plastic replacing bones, our eyes are sensory latest edition LCD displays- ears expensive hearing aids and we still can't hear each other say, "I love you," these days are passing by and all we can do is instagram them- we're so busy snapchatting we forgot that these are our glory years, we're all chronically lonely and maybe it's because the person next to you says they care about you but in the last thirty minutes they've looked at that phone more than you and you can't help but wonder, am I the only one that's awake? we were born human and we should die human, I am not a screen, my life isn't a profile, I can't kiss you through a text message, (no matter how hard eighth grade couples try) and I refuse to let myself slip out of what it is that makes me or you alive.