When I pushed my food away and got up to leave the table, My mother took one glance at me and said, "It's not healthy, what you're doing." And she continued eating. Guilt was all I could feel, but I just couldn't eat last night, Not without the food coming back up. Just like how I still can't play that song, Not without memories of him coming back.
Why does everything I do still remind me of my feelings for you? I don't wanna feel this way. Ah well. I guess some things, you just can't get over. .
This is Disgusting in a way, I apologize for that. But yeah. .