but it's the dead of night your mind is racing you're clutching a blade dragging it across your skin your tears fall every second you scream into your pillow you isolate yourself
they say i will be here for you you dismiss them
but they weren't there for you so you say nothing when they ask what's wrong you smile and laugh when you want to cry you don't let them see you the way you need them to
they say i will be here for you let them prove it open up ask for help